marți, 8 octombrie 2019

first thots

four to eight deep soundles standstills towords a hopeful and speachlels hope reached out at a wave lenght uprising misjuged futureles present.
 you may not be familiar with someones feelings but dare not to be the reason of someones yet to be undreamend wishes. someone thought he could be stronger than he can be able to. he succeded to do so until his means of doing so reached anew reasoning for living start.everithing in his life became a posponed upcoming event but nothing happend which was good until it didnt. but dont be haisty about it and create unthinkerbel judgements before you missprononce the things that whated to happen so be ready to try to pretend ignorance is a bliss until all is left is a hopeful one. solitude is a questionable status because you can be present by ignoring yourone presence and by this i mean what will happen if you start undermining your presence in your life it wouldnt matter. but what if you succed to chake mayt youre own moves reaching a standstill outside your confort zone who would win if you find youreself in a past present yet to be happen in the a future that you are in a aimles serch  of youre own steps back home on a midnight lightles street running towords a purpuse worthy to pursuite and than you burn chalories up a high chimney floating asleeples above a brickless far asleep city seemed to be alife by the sparclig lights unvailing in front youre reaching arms like unthuched moments of happines that fade away the way you get closer to them.. youve thought through all the sky and stars with a breathles unkown reasons just for the sake of doing it.and still you maneged to do it freewilingly you finished it with no turning back and you decided that is youre life can exist without you in it and you havent lost youreself because you were all in it whilw nobody new that you were going blindfolded accepting the unnowun to you reasons to do so and you trusted youresellf and you havent let youreself down until the end reveled itself and you didnt uspected to be there when everything was going fine until the authority over that thing was removed from you.

p.s. painting youre life making it grow inside you like beautiful flowers.

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